my quality of life is being affected by the side effects.
Is it more affected than if you didn't take it? You've only lately gained stability, and started your placement? Is the quality of your life greater impacted than when you're bouncing from section to section all the time and running through revolving doors or crisis, wards, sections and all that jazz?
Sometimes, as rubbish as it is, we have to make compromises on stuff to accommodate managing our MH. It's just weighing up what is worse, some compromises on what we ideally want from our every day, or, dealing with the full blow of the illness unmedicated and managing it in other ways.
I think you should give it more thought and think about the whole picture before deciding this stuff. I think you'd be jeapordizing a lot.
I don't mean to sound harsh, but I felt like i really needed to say what I honestly thought. x