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Am I depressed again?
Hi there, for over a month now, I've been feeling really low, I cry a lot, I've become paranoid to an extreme level, as well as everything else. I used to s/h&o/d for a number of years when I was a teenager, and I don't think I ever felt as low then as I do now. And back then I had a getaway. I don't have anything now, I have a lovely family,partner and friends. But I don't have the confidence to speak out anymore. I also don't want to burden anybody with how I am feeling, my family have enough going on. But I'm scared that I'm going to hurt myself, I hate the person I have become, more than ever, but I really don't want to put my family through any more pain. To be honest I just wish I had someone I feel that I could talk to right now. I just wish that I could be happy, I don't think it's much to ask for. Do I sound depressed or am I just going through a bad patch? Also if I was to go to the doctors does my family or anybody have to know?
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