Hi... I'm new here, but not new to the concept of stopping. I have tried the butterfly project before, and it helps a bit, but it's so tempting to just scrub it off. I am trying so hard to stop, and its hard.
I am so lucky to have 3 great friends who are supporting me and helping me stop. I know they try, but in order to save myself, I have to try and admit I have a problem, which is stopping me from recovery.
Other than that I consider myself:
-A great person
-a very spontaneous and creative person
-a very extreme One Direction fan. (No, I am not like the extremely crazy fans you see, but I'm extremely dedicated)
I try to think the positive, but the darkness lurks in at times. In order to release it when I don't feel like scraping myself with a not very sharp object, I write and draw out my feelings in a journal I keep.
If you have ANY questions, feel free to ask me.
