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Reviews Requested- Contains upsetting material - Does Anyone Know (poem)
just a poem that i decided to write today and thought id put it on here
Does Anyone Know?
Does anyone know how it feels to be alone so long?
Everyone is gone so left alone with my thoughts
Do you know how it feels?
That no one cares if I was never there
I try and try to find reasons not to die
My SISTER but she doesn’t know me really
I have to constantly hide because she has my parent’s beliefs
That there is nothing wrong with me and I’m making it up
But if that’s true why did they call me psycho?
She tells me I should be over what was done to me
But how can I get over the abuse and not being believed?
Mum asking for my death certificate and Dad disowning me?
I try to call my FRIENDS
But their lives have moved on while mine has stood still
They have no time for me now so I’ll end the call before I fall
Loneliness, emptiness, and rejection completely consumes me
I wish they understood how hard my life is
When I have no one to talk to
Making me want to end the pain inside and die
I lie on my bed crying for hours hating myself and everything
What’s the point in carrying on?
If all I do is to walk this world alone
No one understands what it is like to be me
So I’ll cut and bleed until I can’t take any more and end my life.
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