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Reviews Requested- Contains upsetting material - Voices in my head
Voices in my head one saying go two saying no.
The cold blade against my skin will I bleed or have the victory.
For tonight I fear I will not be here but in a fearful place of screams and tears.
I don't want this how did it come to this I don't know what happened I feel so life less.
This body once full of joy and helpful will now empty and dry like a dead well. The voices are back the loud one always bad the quiet ones always good but hard to hear and never near saying no don't do it it's not worth it.
But then blocked out by the ripping screams of the bad yells go on you worthless pice of **** release the confusion watch it drip down your arms give your life blood to me.
But I come to my senses I put the knife away and know how she feels now.
My girlfriend that I know and love I now know what she goes through and now can comfort her in the right ways and can tell her what she needs to hear.
I love you Sam with all my heart ❤
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