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Personal Piece - Safe - How to fight loneliness (?)
It is strange how people just...appear and disappear. And it is strange how at one moment my heart is full of joy, and the next moment everything around me upsets me so bad, and I become a little atom sensitive to everything around me and invisible - floating.
How at one moment I love the world and everything in it just the way it is - and in the other one my soul fills with hate and anger, then it breaks down and I cut my being with every single piece of it. I'm bleeding thoughts.
How come I don't know if I am supposed to cry?
How come I don't know if I am supposed to be angry?
How come I don't know how I'm feeling anymore?
What is this thing in my head? Who said this was welcome?
Do we get the things only when we truly need them? Am I aware of what I truly need?
What do I drop in my suitcase with the clothes that I can't see, and drag it all the way with me? What is that thing that stops all the sounds and all of a sudden releases them at one certain moment that they kill every single peaceful part of me?
And when do I get the chance to forget everything?
How do I get over the feeling when I am walking in a place full of people knowing that there is no one for me to rely on?
How do I fight loneliness?[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CAYFIpi89k"]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CAYFIpi89k[/ame]
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