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Old 18-08-2013, 04:11 PM   #1
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S thoughts and parents

How can explain to my parents I'm getting s thoughts?

I could explain how one minute my mind is thinking it doesn't want to be here and next having s thoughts and getting apathetic and how now I can't rid of the sods in my head
I could explain how I was anxious before intold them about uni and now im like I don't care and can't cope and explain it that way if that makes sense.



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 18-08-2013, 04:38 PM   #2
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What do you mean by 'S' thoughts?



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Old 18-08-2013, 05:35 PM   #3
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suicidal thoughts



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 18-08-2013, 05:50 PM   #4
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I'm so sorry that I don't have any advice, but I'm going through a similar situations and wanted to leave my hugs and support. I hope that you are able to tell your parents and get the help you deserve, it's very brave for you to consider this <3

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Old 18-08-2013, 05:54 PM   #5
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You could write them a letter and leave it somewhere they will find it, if it's to scary to give it to them directly.



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Old 18-08-2013, 06:39 PM   #6
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Then I'm scared they won't take it seriously and then I'm really struggling on my own



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 18-08-2013, 06:40 PM   #7
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Why do you think they won't take it seriously?



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Old 18-08-2013, 07:03 PM   #8
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They haven't taken me seriously for my depression



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 18-08-2013, 09:32 PM   #9
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Do you have any help at all? Do you see CAMHS?
Maybe you could explain your concerns to them and they could write a letter to your Mum, or she could come in during the appointment for you all to discuss it. <3

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Old 18-08-2013, 09:44 PM   #10
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I don't see the child and adolescent team as I'm over 20



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 20-08-2013, 11:12 AM   #11
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Do you have a psychologist or counsellor or someone that you see?
I'm sorry to hear you're having these thoughts now, please stay safe x

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Old 20-08-2013, 11:24 AM   #12
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I see a cpn and she's not that concerned and actually she's quite dismissive



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 20-08-2013, 11:30 AM   #13
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I'm lost... You have a CPN and used to be under social services?

What do you talk to your CPN about?



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Old 20-08-2013, 02:33 PM   #14
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Everything including the thoughts but she's not experienced enough to deal with them the only times when she has got involved its been to late I have harmed or taken an od



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 20-08-2013, 09:08 PM   #15
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Could you ask for a new CPN?


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Old 20-08-2013, 09:30 PM   #16
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Thats what I am doing. in the mean time im stuck of what to do.



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 20-08-2013, 09:39 PM   #17
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Can you not ring the crisis team?if you feel like you're going to act on the thoughts,they might be helpful....

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Old 20-08-2013, 09:55 PM   #18
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I have phoned them and they have been useless



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 21-08-2013, 01:08 AM   #19
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What do you want someone to do? It sounds like you're expecting someone to fix things for you. Have you been referred to any treatment programmes or psychology?





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Old 21-08-2013, 11:16 AM   #20
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Well at least make decisions about assessment and sort out these s thoughts



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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