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Reviews Requested- Contains upsetting material - Dear Knife
May Trigger
Wrote this because I am really struggling right now
Dear knife you want to betray me
Why do I want you so bad
When you only cause more pain
Why do I crave you so bad
Why do I want to see myself bleed
To feel that release
Why, why, why,
Dear Knife you only want to hurt me
Dear knife you only want to ruin me
To scar me up
Not only to the skin but to scar my heart
To make me feel worthless and like a failure
Dear knife I hate you
With all my heart
Why must I fight so hard
Urges so strong
Mind telling me to give into you knife
To lose to defeat
Dear knife you are so evil
To injure me so
Dear thoughts please go away
Blow away in the wind
Thoughts of the knife so strong right now
Why must I fight this battle
Why must it be so hard
Dear Knife go away
Instead whisper sweet words into my soul
Words that make me stronger
Words that melt my soul
Yet instead I must suffer the thoughts
Be stuck with the thoughts
Dear knife
Someday I tell you
Someday I will be free of you
And free of the thoughts
Someday just wish it could be today
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