Random bouts of depression.

[Vivi]

I was depressed and suicidal from about 2007 til 2010, since then I haven't really had too many problems until this year where my anxiety has really become a problem and I'm finally getting some help for it. The problem I have is moments where all of a sudden I just stop and if I'm by myself often break and the depression returns like a punch to the facehe, it lasts from anywhere between an hour to a couple of days and is happening at least 5 times a week. Will this ever go away?

[Shenanigans]

I'm sorry you're experiencing this. Have you spoken to anyone about it?
Have you found anything that can distract you from these feelings? A nice hot bath, a funny movie, drawing/writing. Sometimes distracting yourself from these feelings can stop you sinking yourself into them so to speak.
Take care