I'm sorry to be posting but I really need some support. I have lived with sexual abuse since primary school. The older lads would touch me & make me touch them.. I was raped when I was 14 by my best friend who was 16. My mum has a new boyfriend & he, we'll the first time I met him I knew something weren't right.. A couple of weeks ago I was asleep in my room & I woke up to him naked behind me touching me & kissing my neck. The other day he said my mum deserve happiness & that if I don't do what he says he will make her hate me. I can't bare being around him, he'll grope me whenever he can and him being 6ft+ and really strong build i have no chance. He also physically assaults me. I have to lie to my mum & say I just got in a fight. I feel so dirty & horrible. It's all my fault this is happening
One of these days, your heart, will stop, and play it's final beat..
I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not - Kurt Cobain
Trust yourself, you know more than you think you do.
There's no need to apologise; we're here to support.
I'm sorry this is happening but it's not your fault AT ALL. He is very much in the wrong. I know you want your mum to be happy but do you think she would be knowing what he's doing? I doubt it. I'm sure she'd want to know so she could put a stop to it.
You can even go to the police about what he is doing.
Take care,
x x x
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
It is absolutely NOT your fault. He is in the wrong not you. I'm sure your mother would not hate you. It's probably just another way to keep you quiet. Is there anyone you can trust enough to talk to them about it? The police would listen to you and take it very seriously.
I know how hard it is to tell people what's going on but if there is someone you can trust would you be able to talk to them.
Just remember it will never be your fault and you don't deserve what's happening to you.xx
I will love myself despite the ease with which I lean toward the opposite.
Things got worse yesterday... I can't even think about it
Aww I'm sorry to hear that. You do not deserve this happening to you. It is definetly not your fault. Is there any relatives who are near you who you could talk to about this situation or maybe tell your mum while her boyfriend is not in the house.
Feel free to talk or PM me anytime you want/ need to.
Love from MEERA xx
“The only way that we can live is if we grow. The only way we can grow is if we change. The only way we can change is if we learn. The only way we can learn is if we are exposed. And the only way that we are exposed is if we throw ourselves into the open.”
Things got worse yesterday... I can't even think about it
I'm sorry things have become worse. I know it's hard to think about but do you think you could speak to anyone about this? Another family member (close or distant) or someone in a position who can help you? Maybe at school/college etc?
We are all here to support you.
x x x
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Sweetheart you need to get some help and get out of this terrible situation. This man is breaking the law in the most awful way. I know its hard and scary but no one should have to suffer what you're going through *hugs*. I agree with Mix Tape, could you consider talking to the police? They would be able to help end what is going on. Praying for you xxx
'I love you, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, my God, in whom I take refuge, my sheild and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.'
Psalm 18:1-2
I've left home, had to stay on the street for s few nights and now I'm at a old friends. I have no one else to go to, I would go to my partner but she's not here no more. Everything is just to difficult right now. My psych wants me IP again too
One of these days, your heart, will stop, and play it's final beat..
I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not - Kurt Cobain
Trust yourself, you know more than you think you do.
I'm sorry things are so rough, but I am glad you are no longer there. Why does your psych want you IP? Do you think it would help you? Just know that's what has happened is not your fault and you deserved to be in control of your body. Please don't blame yourself for the selfish, evil choices your abusers have made.
Stereotypes are the epitome of human laziness.
- me
As above; I'm sorry things have been so rough on you but I'm glad you're away from him.
Do you think going IP might help you get more support at this time?
You're being really strong.
x x x
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
