Just graduated college..

[zivalover16]

I just graduated from college yesterday and I am feeling so lost. I didn't get home until tonight and now that I'm home I want to hurt myself. Taking a shower triggered me because the water reminded me of blood...sry if that triggers anyone. I'm feeling overwhelmed and I can't see my therapist until June 6th because she is moving to a new practice. I've been drinking a lot lately too....Not enough to drink but enough to feel different. I just started dating someone and I don't feel like I can talk to her and I can't talk to my parents. I feel like hurting myself so badly tonight but part of me knows I shouldn't. or I should at least wait until things calm down. I feel like screaming and crying but I can't.

[havealittlefaith]

Didn't want to R&R , don't have many words right now , but congrats on graduating and I hope you managed to stay safe, sending you hugs x

[Laura2.0]

Congrats on graduating

Graduating always is The Start of a New Charter in life. It also means that a Charter ended. I understand that This can be a difficult time, as it is The same for me when a Charter in my life is Ending.

Do you have any Plans or Goals of what you Want to Archive Long Term or Short Term? Do you have a Job or did you apply for something already? Do you know what Kind of Job you Want to Do? There are so many questions to thonk of after graduating, and all that can seem overwhelming.

I dont know if it is like that for you. I am just guessing, its just how it would be for me.
When i was in a Situation like that The last time i Tried to meet friends, so i dont have to thonk constantly about The Future and The last. I also Tried to find answers to all The questions and Trier to Do that step by step.

I hope i could Help you a Little,

Laura xx

[Wonderland.]

Well done on graduating (:

It is not uncommon to feel lost after finishing something big, like school, uni, or a job.

Have you got any plans for want you want to do now?

I hope you managed to get through safely.