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turning to drinking
so im turning to drinking to try and make everything better...ive become so depressed ,soon as I wake up in the morning I go to the fridge and drink alcohol ,yeah I no that alcohol makes things worse but I cant stop I cant remember the last time I went a full day without drinking....its getting out of hand to the point were its getting me in trouble ,I got arrested for being a public nuisance ,ive been getting drunk and drinking my thoughts away and when my drink is all gone I literally start crying needing more .I need to get a ****ing grip but I cant seem to do it ...im not being responsible at all just feel like I don't care anymore what happens to me
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