Suicidal - updated

[LittleMonster] · 19-04-2013, 05:08 PM

I'm really suicidal and I don't know what to do..
I told EDS who just said to contact a crisis team but I know they can't do much

I just really want to die now

TimesLikeThese · 19-04-2013, 07:13 PM

Wow I'm sorry this thread was left so long.

How are you now? Did you contact the crisis team?

[LittleMonster] · 19-04-2013, 07:36 PM

It's okay.
I'm not great but I have someone with me who knows so I can keep safe for now.
I haven't called them as I'm okay right now
I've gotta make it til Monday - that's my next EDS appt xx

lottybear · 19-04-2013, 07:40 PM

hello, im sorry your struggling im here if you want to talk, take care lotty

[LittleMonster] · 19-04-2013, 08:02 PM

It doesn't matter.
I'm not important

Uglyducklin · 19-04-2013, 09:58 PM

Yes you are important !

[LittleMonster] · 20-04-2013, 04:29 AM

NO i'm not

Fire Fly · 20-04-2013, 04:39 AM

You are important!- you can get through this. Keep fighting.

Snow White. · 20-04-2013, 09:30 AM

I think you're important Kate. Maybe the crisis team is worth a shot while you're feeling this way?

[LittleMonster] · 22-04-2013, 01:14 AM

I'm seeing EDS tomorrow.. They know about my thoughts and urges

I'm scared

Uglyducklin · 22-04-2013, 09:42 AM

Hugs don't be scared! Let them help you x

[LittleMonster] · 22-04-2013, 01:49 PM

Well our car broke down so I've missed my appt when I feel suicidal ugh fml

[LittleMonster] · 23-04-2013, 06:07 AM

took some pills..not enough

Fire Fly · 23-04-2013, 10:07 AM

Kate, you need to go get checked out Hun. It doesn't matter that you say you said you haven't taken enough but you have taken some which means it could be affecting your insides. How are you feeling? Do you have anyone to take you to the hospital?

[LittleMonster] · 23-04-2013, 03:15 PM

It's okay. I stopped before I overdosed - still within the recommended dosage and maximum.

tiptoes · 23-04-2013, 03:21 PM

If you didn't need to take the pills (as in a medical requirement) any is over the recommended dose.

How are you feeling now? Are you at risk of doing anything else to yourself? Do you have anyone with you?

[LittleMonster] · 23-04-2013, 06:01 PM

I'm okay now, I'm seeing a friend tonight

tiptoes · 23-04-2013, 06:44 PM

I am glad.

[LittleMonster] · 24-04-2013, 04:04 PM

Doing badly again.

tiptoes · 24-04-2013, 04:07 PM

Is there anyone you can call on to help keep you distracted?
What has helped in the past?