Considering hospitalization

iamfred2 · 26-02-2013, 09:02 PM

I have been on a downward spiral for several months now. I am back to cheating on my husband, back to cutting myself, dont care about anything anymore. Last night, I was very down and feeling that life wasn't worth living. I feel worthless for cheating and that I am hurting both men. Just writing this post is making me cry and shake and panic. I feel like I can't breathe and my chest hurts. I know it is a panic attack but I have never had them before. Which makes me panic even more. I just want everything to end. Everything.

I am considering going to the ER and telling them I am suicidal. But I am terrified of a few things. I am terrified of being "locked up" and I am terrified of losing my job if I am admitted. I know I need help but I don't know what to do.....where to go.....what to honestly tell someone.

Can anyone help me?? Give me some advice?? I really need help

Ballerina123 · 27-02-2013, 07:28 PM

If you are suicidal and feel you could try and kill your self in the next 24 hours or so I would say go to the ER. Because lets be honest if you try to kill yourself you may end up in the ER anyway and result in admission against your will.

If you feel you could wait a couple of days I say make an appointment with a family doctor to discuss your options.