So, I've been hesitant to post because I was worried I would jinx it, but I'm back on track again, after a minor wobble last year, and it feels really good. It's such a massive relief not to want to self harm all the time, and just be back to normal and everything being okay and not being depressed/anxious.
Everything is great at uni, I'm making friends (albeit a little late!) and looking forward to next year and the opportunities that brings, as well as enjoying all the new opportunities on RYL. I'm also surviving without my twin living 10 minutes away, which is a massive relief!
I'm really grateful for everyone's support along the way, particularly my best friend and my twin (who are both probably reading this!) who put with all my drama last year and didn't complain and have supported me through the last few years (and in my twin's case, the last 23 years). I couldn't have done it without you two, and I can't express how grateful I am.
Last edited by talaiporia : 23-04-2013 at 12:27 AM.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
“The only way that we can live is if we grow. The only way we can grow is if we change. The only way we can change is if we learn. The only way we can learn is if we are exposed. And the only way that we are exposed is if we throw ourselves into the open.”
Wow well done for being 9 months free (:
you've done amazingly and im glad you are getting back on track with those other aspects in your life!
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
