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My Sister..My Blessing...
My sister is STILL going through her miscarriage. After the D&C, she has a build up of blood and fluid in her uterus and they think it's infection. She is now on an antibiotic and has started passing more blood. If she doesn't pass it all, she will have yet another D&C. But she is being so supportive to ME, even through this!
She spoke to Keith tonight. He has not been reading my messages, only deleting them. She asked him why he was angry with me, and he said he didn't even know. He's basically angry at the world right now. This girl has broken his little heart. He can't get over her and she is still stringing him along. But my sister told him that one day he will need me and I will be here. And he is pushing his limits with me because he knows he can. But she told him to know how much it hurts me. She also told him that she and I argue and don't talk for months sometimes but she said during this last month with her miscarriage, if it hadn't been for her talking to me, she couldn't have gotten through it. She told him that she needed her sister. And that one day he would need me too so be careful how far he pushes.
I really appreciated that from her. I hurt for him. I know he is really hurting. He would never act this way if he wasn't in extreme pain. I want to pull him up and hug him for hours. To just try and soak up some of his pain. I would carry it for him. He's my baby boy.
Anyhow..my sister has been a blessing and I really do love her very much.
Mom is coming tomorrow for my birthday. I'm excited to see her :) A little sad that I won't be hearing from Keith for the first time on my B-day.
loves.
xxxxx
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