Because I really just wanted to munch on a bit of ice cream today and I explicitly told me mom onlyyy oreo or some sort of chocolate, please no more cookie dough. And then she brings home ONLY cookie dough saying they didn't have oreo but just didn't even listen to me AT ALL about the chocolate (like usual, because she never listens). And then I just flat out freaked out on her and almost started crying. I know the requested ice cream probably has more calories anyway, but cookie dough is specifically *not* a safe food for me. Even a teensy tiny bit.
I mean I know I sound like such a brat but I haven't had ice cream in maybe months and I just really wanted to try a bit again but now I can't because cookie dough isn't a safe food at all. Not like ice cream is, but I just have been so close to crying for so long that my throat aches and was going to take a shot at it...
I know I shouldn't be livid but I'm so hungry and now that I got upset again I'm all triggered and I can't eat and I'm just emotional and starving and now I can't even have a bit of a rare little treat I allow myself because mom was too stupid to open her ears for one f***ing second and just listen to what I was truly asking her. Cookie dough is HER favorite ice cream, not mine. She didn't even want ice cream and isn't even having any and I asked her NOT to get me that flavor and that is the ONLY one she got. Wtf?
I don't even know why I'm so mad about this but I am! </3
