Graphic - Amy could use a little love. *TRIGGER WANRING*
Hey everyone, I'm a bit shite at making threads and making much sense with how I write, but Amy (Voldemort/GreenLantern) could really use a little love, some encouragement and a bit of thought.
The anti depressant stopped working a few months ago and she started hurting herself again, things got pretty bad in Dec - and her mood dipped into a psychotic depression, and she ended up in hospital. There were a few major complications with some of the medications and side affects, and after everything was stopped she dropped further into a psychosis.
She tried to hang herself a few weeks ago, after being sectioned because the voices and "them" that she sees are telling her to cut off her hand, and threatening some horrible things about her family and I and the babies, but was cut down by nurses and put in the HDU.
She's since been moved back up to the regular ward, and is trying to talk to the nursing staff, though there have been some big issues there.
She is just really low, and struggling to find reason to hold on, while simultaneously wanting and trying really hard for the good things in her life. We're waiting to see if we can get funding through for specialised treatment in Dublin, but that could be a wait yet. It's something I know she feels is her last hope, something that could actually make a differnece and break the cycle of Semi-okay-not-coping-horrific-hospitalised-semi-okay that has been repeating itself.
Anyway I'm sorry this has been a massive mouthful. Please give her a little love and support, and some encouragement, hugs are also appreciated. ;)
Amy my love, I really hope you don't mind me making this thread. I know you don't feel able to come on RYL atm, but you are very loved and cared for and I'll pass on whatever you want me to. ILY. <3
This sounds truly frightening for you to be going through but I am so glad you have been getting treatment and that people were able to save you. I can't begin to imagine if we lost you, we love you so much and I KNOW you can get through this.
I hope the funding comes through for you, and that in the meantime you can stay safe.
Amy, I'm sorry things are so tough at the moment. I know you're really not liking the hospital, but it is keeping you safe and that's the most important thing.
I agree with Aimee, you can get through this and we're all here for you whilst you're going through it.
Loads of love x
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Amy, I'm sorry things are so awful at the moment but I am so glad you are still here and I do believe you can get through this. Thinking of you and sending lots of love your way <3
Ritzi, I hope you're doing as okay as possible, look after yourself love <3
Amy, I'm sorry things suck so much right now. You know where I am if you want/need to talk about anything. I will hopefully be seeing you soon enough, and will hug you properly then if you feel like a hug. I know I'm not always the best at keeping in touch, but I do think of you often.
Ritzi-twin, you know I'm always here, even if you don't feel like talking about how you are and just want to laugh about stupid landlords <3
I really don't know what to say apart from I am sending you both all of my love. I shall write you both some nice letters this week (I'm guessing you are in the same place yes?).
I hope you are keeping well Ritzi, and I hope to see you both soon.
Sending love and hugs and all of that stuff. :]
I love you both long time! I also need to come see you guys soon.
Tell Amy that if I find the Potter boy soon, I shall kill him for her and send his body over.
xXxXx <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
The world is just illusion always trying to change me.
You will find wonder wherever you can, and spread joy whenever you are able.
I felt emotions of gentleness and pleasure, that had long appeared dead, divide within me. - Frankenstein.
Thank you so much everyone. <33 You have no idea how much I've needed and appreciate your kind words and support.
The man is still insisting my left hand must be removed and I'm starting to doubt the ownership of my right leg. It's upsetting because they won't let me leave the ward at all so I can't do anything about it. I wish I hadn't been found earlier this month and could have just died.
My tribunal is on Friday but I'm not too hopeful of them lifting the section.
I'm so sorry things have gotten so bad for you. I for one am glad you were found. Please hang in there, I hope things get better for you real soon, and I hoe the funding comes through. Xx
Hey Amy, I don't really have good advice right now, but I'm just dropping in some love for you right now <3 and I really hope you get the funding for the treatment. Try and look after yourself. Same to you, Ritzi, you know where I am if you need anything x
I'm gonna tap him like a maple tree. I'm gonna search him for some syrups. I'm gonna be having sex with him.
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