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Don't know where to post, but it's not helping.
I went to the doctor for the first time ever about my cutting and depressed feelings. Well a theripist actually, I'm not really sure if they count as doctors or not. But anyways, I went to see a professional and talked. But it didn't help at all. It's not like anything is wrong with my life that I need to talk about. I'm just never happy. So I just kinda told her about my life. But nothing felt better. I still felt the same. I still cried myself to sleep. I know these things are supposed to take time, but how will I ever know if this is going to help or if I should ask to see an actual doctor? I'm doing my best to keep an open mind but I just don't think talking is going to help any. I talk to friends and even a teacher, so it's not like I'm alone. I just don't know what is ever going to help. It's been such a long time since I was ever happy. I want to be happy again so badly, but no matter how hard I try I can't escape the crying and helplessness and anger. And trying so hard is wearing me down and making things worse. I finally got help, so why are things only getting worse? I'm trying so hard, but nothing is getting any better.
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