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Does anyone else have bipolar disorder?
Hi,
New to this forum. Sorry this is a bit long but there's a bit of back story. I've suffered from AN on and off for most of my life (I'm 30). My last relapse was over a year ago and since then I was maintaining at the bottom end of healthy BMI.
I also suffer from bipolar disorder (BP). I have type one which is the "classic" type of BP where I have distinct episodes of depression or mania/psychosis and then in between episodes I have fairly long periods of being completely well with no symptoms.
I used to treat the BP by only taking medication for a few months whenever I had an episode. But last March I had a really bad episode of mania/psychosis and my pdoc has recommended I take maintenance medication long term (i.e probably forever) to prevent further episodes before they happen. I'm currently on lithium and quetiapine. Both these medications cause weight gain. I'm not overweight (still normal BMI) but I'm completely freaking out with how much weight I've gained since March. I don't want to stop the medication as I don't want to start cycling back to mania or depression as that's so destructive.
So I want to start dieting and get back to the lower end of BMI. But I've no idea if this is possible without relapsing with AN. Has anyone had any success in dieting to take off medication weight gain without relapsing?
I feel so stuck. I want to get back to a weight that doesn't completely freak me out. I want to keep the BP stable. I want to stay in recovery from the ED. So... basically I want the moon on a stick!
I post on a BP forum and asked this question here and it was suggested I might have more luck asking on an ED forum.
Sixty x
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