Our lovely Mike (BigMike) is having a really difficult time right now and is struggling with self harm urges. He really could use some support and he doesn't feel he's deserving of anything nice right now so this thread is to show him that we care and he does deserve nice things.
Mike I hope you can open up here and talk about everything bothering you. You know I'm here for you and remember if you get through this, you can meet Arbie dog :) xxxx
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
Tough love is the way to go with you I think mister! You do need to stop insisting you're fine and asking how the rest of the world is when you should concentrate on yourself xxx
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
I was sat here with a load of meds just thinking about taking them all and Lanny talked me out of it with offer of dog cuddles, I know that sounds sillly.
Anyways, yeah I've been burning myself quite a bit tonight and it actually felt good but I know tomorrow i'll regreat it.
I think in the morning i'm going to try and get an emergency appointment with my GP...It's not really an emergeny but yeah, gotta try, right?
It's not silly, she gives very good cuddles :) I think an emergency GP appointment would be good because you can get your burns looked at as well as asking for more support xxx
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
It's not silly, she gives very good cuddles :) I think an emergency GP appointment would be good because you can get your burns looked at as well as asking for more support xxx
I don't need them looked at, to be honest! They ain't that bad but there is many haha!
I bet she does though!
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Originally Posted by talaiporia
It is an emergency if Lanny had to talk you out of taking pills tonight. Please ring up tomorrow first thing and try to get an appointment.
Do you know why tonight was so hard Mike?
I think I will be, this is the wise thing to do!
I don't know, I just knew I had to get drunk so I could hurt myself/
Hope you manage to get some sleep Mike (: and that you're able to get the burns looked at tomorrow and perhaps you could tell them you felt bad enough to overdose. Keeping my *fingers crossed* they'll be able to offer you some help.
Nighty night.
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
Mike my man, I was wondering what happened to you! I was just talking to you...:( I hope you're doing okay. PM me?
Love,
Lex
Someday, we'll fall down and weep, and we'll understand it all. All things.
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Thank you everyone! I have read all the comments but I just don't have the energy to reply to each of them, sorry.
The following content has been hidden - Reason : May trigger, talking of burns.
I woke up this morning and looked at my arm and I have quite a few burn blisters, it just looks horrible to look at and to think I sat here and did that to myself...
I tried to ring my GP office this morning, I got up early just for it but they still seem to be closed, you get a message with a phone number to call if you need a doctor but I don't trust it so i'm not calling that number.
Oh Michael, I'm so sorry you're still feeling shit. Did you manage to get some sleep? I'm glad you're trying to get the appointment, could you try again later today instead of tomorrow?
Yeah, i'm going to call them later and see if I can get anything today, fingers crossed I will.
I've decided i'm going to ask for a referrel (sp) to something like CMHT (given we have something like that here)...I think that's the smart thing to do and i'm trying to do the right thing!
Mary, good luck with your appointment thingy today, text if you need!
