broken

[fergieferg]

I feel so broken
Sometimes I wonder why
The life that I am living is just a beautiful lie
I cut bruise and misuse to feel
But all I feel is darkness
The darkness that only the wounded feel
I am living but not alive
I cry in the hope to finally breathe
Yet my muffled sobs is no release
I reach over and grab the only thing that causes a sense relief
Now my razor is my brush
And my skin is the canvas


**exactly how I have been feeling but I am holding on :/

[Zedebee]

Sorry to hear that things are really difficult for you right now
Are you getting any outside support?

[Shenanigans]

Hi
I'm sorry to here that things are hard for you right now but I'm also glad to hear that you are holding on.
Can you explain a bit more about what's going on and what is making you feel this way? Are you receiving any support right now?
Take care

[PassedExpectations]

hey, how are you doing today?

you're really suffering right now, and probably feeling very alone too... thats a really desperate place to be *hugs* is there anything at all (aside from harming) that makes you feel good anymore? we've got to hang on to even the small things.