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actually talking to a psychiatrist
a couple months back, i got a psych evaluation done. that was super stressful and hard to actually get through, but i did it! only to have my medical doctor decide that she wants me to find a psychiatrist to handle my psych meds from now on. and the pdoc who did the eval ONLY does evaluations.
sigh.
my doctor gave me three recommendations, but two of them are men (and I wholly prefer female doctors) and the other won't get back to me. they keep thinking i want another evaluation (it's the same group as above). argh!
so, i did a little research and i found a couple pdocs in my area, but every time i go to call them... i freak out! i can't do it. i get way too anxious and i just can't do it. but my meds aren't right and my doctor won't give me a refill until i get a psychiatrist. also, my therapist doesn't have prescribing rights, so she can't help.
so i don't know what the hell to do. it's yet another case of being too anxious to get help for my anxiety (and other problems).
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