I dunno what to do..

[TheSherlockian]

I finally made a doctors appointment to see someone about how I'm feeling and the possibility of having depression.
I really hate my college course right now, so I went to my parents about it. They are convinced that I'm just being lazy and that I don't study enough etc, when I put a lot of effort in.
They went on at me tonight about how I'm probably feeling the way I do because I 'spend too much time on the computer/Skype/Texting and it's all just hormones and since I'm on the pill that's probably just the problem', but it can't be because I've felt like this since 2010? Before any of the above.
They want to sort out a whole new study plan where I have to work for a set amount of time in a room they can see me (since they don't believe I study) and all that kind of thing.

I just feel stupid now, I dunno if I should just cancel the appointment and do as my parents say, or go to the appointment anyways.
I just feel stupid, and alone, and I don't know what to do.

[cloudedmind]

Hey lovely, im sorry that you're struggling with feeling so low lately. I think that perhaps its a good idea to go to the doctor, because if you are depressed its better to sort it asap, then you'll feel a lot better in general :) best of luck xx

[Wonderland.]

I think it's important that you go and see your doctor, if depression is the problem then they'll be able to help you with that.

A study plan is a good idea but maybe you could do it more on your terms so you don't feel so pressurized and have it make you even more stressed out.