I had an appointment with a consultant psychiatrist and psychotherapist and it really upset me. I was honest; an awful thing for me and he said he wanted to desperately help me but can't because he doesn't work here - it was a one off.
He said he would get CMHT to see me; but when I went to them yesterday afternoon due to
so much the worker said to me there is no way they will see me. I'm borderline. Not ill. There are no resources to build a trusting relationship; they have the right to talk about me behind my back and make decisions about cancelling my care and because I complained about them they will not consider me a patient anymore because I don't try.
When I spoke to them
they told me that I should complain.
They don't want me because I trusted and reached out and I disgusted them.
The consutlant didn't understand that when people see someone sobbing and/or screaming because of what is happening they want to help; it isn't me talking to 'all and sundry'. I tried saying "I'm fine" but it doesn't work.
I don't know what I want from this post.
Im just in the way
