I really just want to quit life! I cant tsand it anymore! Nothing is ever simple!
All i cant think about is dying, i know its the easy way out. But i guess im too tired of trying to fight life anymore!
I havent self harmed in around a year or so! But all i wanna do is cut myself and never stop!
Right now all i wanna do is cry an dhurt myself sooooo much! :(
Nothing matters anymroe :(
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
I really just want to quit life! I cant tsand it anymore! Nothing is ever simple!
All i cant think about is dying, i know its the easy way out. But i guess im too tired of trying to fight life anymore!
I havent self harmed in around a year or so! But all i wanna do is cut myself and never stop!
Right now all i wanna do is cry an dhurt myself sooooo much! :(
Nothing matters anymroe :(
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
it sounds like you're feeling really frustrated and fed up with everything right now. probably really worn out too. is there any way you could take a break and relax for a bit?
crying is a natural way to let out emotions. it might feel good to cry for a while. sometimes after i cry i start feeling more empty and then better, instead of all pent up.
you've resisted the urge to harm for so long. i'll bet that you've learned some techniques to get you through the urges in that time. can you use any of those now?
do you have anyone in real life to talk to?
also, maybe it would be helpful to talk with some other people (irl or on here) about the things that are making life complicated right now so that you can get some ideas of how to handle and get through those. but first let yourself calm down a bit *hugs*
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
I am indeed really fed up! Would love to run away for a while and forget everything. But i have nowhere to go and no money!
I do have a few gd friends i have spoken to about it.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
Do you have any idea what set off your urges being worse?
what in paticular about life are you finding hard to cope with right now?
Obviously part of you wants to keep going because you posted. well done for being a year cut free that's a big achievement, what strategies have helped you stay free over the last year? could you try using some of then again now.
sorry for all the questions just trying to work out whats going on.
here if you need me x
Hey dying angel. I can totally sympathise with ypu as I get urges to end it all regularly but then I think about my brother and sisters and realise the pain and hurt I would leave behind. You must think about the loved ones in your life and get them to support you when.you are feeling down. Another thing is to plan out your aims and plans.for.life and stick.by them to ensure you stay focused on life and not drifting aimlessly However suicidal thoughts are very.dangerous and must not be ignored. Go and.seek help from a doctor. Congratulaions on being one year sh free don't give in and ruin your good work. Stay active and creative by doing.things that you love and are positive for you. Stay strong we can both get through this and we.will emerge stronger people. Good luck
you don't necessarily have to go somewhere physically far away to get a break. a lot of what you need for a rest is a mental state. is there anywhere like a park that you could go to relax?
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
I know this sounds really sad but the only reason i havent topped myself yet is my hamsters! No one can look after them like i can and they need me! They are all getting old boys now :(
I dont like doing anything anymore! I volunteered in same shop for 7 years i loved it now i hate it even tho first tie ever they invited me to xmas party and now i dunno if i can go :S
My bf has stopped me doing it so far but its not that simple between us :(
Both my Grandparents are ill :( They are like my mum and dad! They are always there whenever i need them! My best mates bunny died a couple days ago :( and a whole lot of other stuff!
The only place i kinda relax is at my mates house who i shall prob go see sometime soon and shes planned a girlie night in. Id love to go but dont know if i can face it lots of strangers i dont know :(
Was soooooooooo tempted to buy stuff i shouldnt in town but instead i brought my self a nice jumper.
Sorry its soo long :(
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ~ Girl Interrupted
When you dont want to feel, death seems like a dream. ~ Girl Interrupted
