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[horselover]

Hi I have been date raped and have hallucination. there is a cemetery right very close to my house and I often ride my horse there as its a good place to think. I often see or hear spirits a lot of them are kids or have been raped or molested. I have been there with others but I only see or hear them when I am alone. I never take pictures of them as I feel that if they wanted others to see them they would show up for others. my question is could the fact that I've been raped have an effect on how they interact with me. many of them have told me their story and even respond to me when I say something. any thoughts?

[pinkflower]

Sorry, I don't know, I don't have a lot of experience with hallucination. Or any with rape. But I just wanted to leave a hug. Have you told anyone about the ghosts? Did you see them before you were raped?

[KittyStar]

Hmm interesting. I have experience with seeing spirits/ghosts etc myself. They showed up just out of nowhere in my early 20's (I'm 30 now). I don't really see them much now days but I can still feel when one is around. It's this certain type of energy I feel if that makes any sense.

In my experience spirits/ghosts (ghosts are just spirits that are earth bound and spirits are a general term I think and more so with those on the other side) come to you when you are ready and when you can see them.

I'm sorry what happened to you hun. *hugs* Did your experience open up a spiritual side to you? I know sometimes that happens when people go through such an extreme situation and shock to ones self people tend to turn to some forum of spirituality. So maybe if that's the case you are just more open and acceptable.

I doubt a spirit would show up on film honestly. But yes if they wanted someone to see them they would do so whether through like what you speak of or in a dream. It's often thought the easiest way a spirit can communicate is through dreams cause it doesn't take as much energy as showing oneself. I've had lots of experiences with spirits since my early 20's. It used to scare me so bad lol. I'd hear music in the night when everyone was asleep and it'd freak me out. I'd hear people talking when no one was around and no devices on (tv, radio etc). I've seen spirits. When my grandfather died I saw him at the time he died. He was fuzzy but he appeared to me at the exact time he died. I couldn't sleep that night until after he showed up briefly and left. It was an experience I treasure.

I remember one of the first spirits I saw was a Civil war soldier from the Union side. I live in an area that was a major part of the Civil War here in the south so it didn't surprise me too much. He looked right at me and nodded and walked on through my yard. A woman from the same area showed up right after him. It was freaky. She didn't pay me any attention though. I've seen some children. Oh with the soldier and woman when they both left I heard a trumpet song.

I tend to keep my experiences to myself unless I know people are open minded. A friend of mine (she lives far up north now so we rarely talk now days sadly) once mentioned she has had some experiences too so I didn't feel so weird.

With your other question I'm not too surprised if other spirits are coming to you who have had similar experiences. Maybe they want to help heal you with being able to talk about it. Talking is a great way to heal about things I have come in my life experience and knowing you aren't alone with things. Sometimes though the best thing to do is just ask them straight forward your question. Just be sure to protect yourself cause negative spirits can come around too. I've had my share of experiences with those. You can just google for spirit protection and find out about shields.

[horselover]

I didn't live near the cematary until about 4 years ago and I was raped before that so I didn't really have any experience before that also I only see them when I ride my horse over to the cemetery . so I don't know they don't really scare me though....