It's been 17 nearly 18 months since I last self harmed!
I never thought I'd get to this point but i finally feel like i'm beating this.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
Wow, that's great! Congratulations and keep going!
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved." - Helen Keller
It's offical 18 months now but i'm really finding it hard not to atm.
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
It's just soo hard because i'm depressed again and it was my way of dealing with things. I'm really finding it hard to not do it again :(
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Well done on 18 months, you've shown amazing strength in getting this far, I'm certain you can overcome these urges. I know at times it gets tough, but remember why you're doing this. Would a "reason to not self harm" list help remind you perhaps?
Is there anything that's helped you get this far? maybe you can draw on that.
Oh wow, that's absolutely amazing! You should be so proud of yourself.
And seconding Aimee's suggestions. You've proved that you have amazing strength and resolve; remember that when you're feeling like you need to give in.
