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Contains bullying - Why i'm here
Hey everyone. I'm new here, so i don't really know what i'm doing...
I feel pretty low.
My ex boyfriend who i broke up with a few days ago was very emotionally abusive to me. I was so in love with him i thought he was my soulmate i was so happy with him then he turned into that.
I'm finding it really difficult to accept that he is no longer the person i fell in love with and that i'll ever find somebody else.
He was controlling and would shout at me in my face, call me names, tell me loads of bad things about myself.
He got violent once. But i made sure it only happened the once.
That was when i realised i had to leave.
The worst thing about all of this?
I'm pregnant with his baby.
I don't want the baby as i'm only 19, living with my parents and on benefits. Plus i don't want HIS baby.
I know the abortion is going to emotionally kill me.
I feel pretty doomed.
Any words of hope would be appreciated.
Take care everyone <3
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