please could i have some support, i feel like **** i try and relax but all i get is sadness and urges and then i get annoyed :/ i would really like to cut like really want to cut but at the same time i dont want to
if u were to look at my life u would think its great im just bk from holidays and heading away again tomarra, but i feel like **** i dont have alot of money and usual im really good with money and a good saver but i cant do that now and i dont know why and it left me with very little money. but i just keep think of the past and everythin because if i look at the future all i can see is money worries and problems :/ i dont know im just stuck and dont know wat to do, and if i could get a release from cuttin or something else i think i would feel better
No one cares that I feel like ****! I feel really alone now :/ even tho my son is sittin on my knee. No one cares that I have these urges. I think they think I will just get though it and not cut. But it sooo hard not to cut I don't know wat I'm goin to do :/
Sittin in dublin feelin like **** and no ones knows but me if I had the right tools I would cut right now. I'm so num right now i don't know how Im goin to stick it out til Monday
You sound very distressed right now, we all do care. We've been there remember, so you are not on you own. Long term what will the cutting solve for you? That distress and anger will still be there after you've cut. Is there anything in particular that making you feel so **** right now?
We're here to listen.
Try and take care.
Amy xxx
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
i know that it is really hard to resist the urges. almost everyone here does... but we can still have confidence that you'll get through it. that doesn't mean that we don't appreciate the difficulty, it just means that we beleive that we are stronger than our urges....
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
sorry everyone i cut today and i really want to do more tonite, i feel like **** i dont know why i feel like there is a dark cloud over me and no matter wat i do to get rid of it i cant i have lost it :/
if there is any support out ther could i have a wee bit or just for someone to care just a wee bit
I'm sorry you're feeling so low at the moment and that you're struggling against such strong urges. You mentioned that you feel bad because you have very little money right now; is there anything else in particular that you can think of that is fueling this dark cloud hanging over you? Perhaps try to journal your thoughts, just write down everything flowing through your mind right now, and you can start to piece together some of the triggers causing you to feel so down. I too often get depressed/anxious without being able to pinpoint exactly what is making me feel that way, which can make the sad feelings hard to treat. But if you can get a clearer idea of what is contributing to making you feel this way, it can be easier to deal with.
We're here for you, and I can sympathize with that 'trapped by the dark cloud feeling,' as I've been there many times before. But there is a way out of that dark cloud, even if the path to it isn't always easy. Please let us know how you're doing and if you can think of any things that might be making you feel down. Talking to a trusted someone in your life might also help you to sort your thoughts out. Hang in there, dear - things will get better. <3
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"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
Sorry everyone I'm here but I'm not here at the same time and wen people talk to me I feel like sayin I'm not here right now but please leave a Message and il come bk to u wen I find myself again :/
On a very big downer atm I would have been 20 weeks preg I know I shouldn't look bk at it. But I can't help it I would love to be pregnant again. I know 5 or 6 people who r due around now or who have just had a baby and I love goin round to c them and the new baby but I wish I was still preg. I want that to look forward too and everything Inbetween. I guess I will just have to wait it out a while
:'( i just rang lifeline lookin sum support and i feel worse than ever i dont know wat to do i thought it would help but it didnt. help me someone please
