Its all my fault :(....well i dont really know where to start ...hmm...sorry if this dont make sence =/ .....but here goes :'(
Was walking home from the hospital after taking a overdose it was night and i was alone ,i was really upset and sat down near the road and this taxi man stopped next to me and asked me if i wanted a lift home and i said i didnt have any money ...he..he said that it doesn't matter and to get in the car anyway...so i got in the car (i now know im so stupid)..he asked where i lived so i told him but he took a detour and he stopped at a dark place ontop of a hill and he was asking me personal questions..about why i selfharm and how old i am and things,we was in the car on the hill for about 20 mins before he took me home he put his hand on my knee :'( ..then took me home and before i got out the car he said that if he was 20 years younger he would have me and treat me like a princess...before i could get out the car he kissed me :'( and watched me go in the house....!!
Im such a fricking idiot why did i do it again :'( ...yesturday i was walking home again in the dark after being out for the day ...the same man drove past me and he turned around to come back in the direction i was walking=/...he asked if i wanted a lift *IM SO STUPID BECAUSE I GOT IN THE CAR AGAIN ITS ALL MY FAULT * :'( ....he fetched me home and said the thing about if he was 20 years younger he would go out with me because i am gorgeous :( i got in the house and he went...tonight he was parked outside my house across the road looking into my window :'( he was there for about 15 minutes *IM SO STUPID THIS WOULDN'T BE HAPPENING IF I DIDNT GET IN THE CAR *.then he went a little further up the street and turned round so he was on the same side of me and then he went ..im really scared :'(
Im so sorry i dont deserve to post here its all my fault *sorry*
Last edited by Gem-Louise : 01-08-2012 at 12:53 AM.
It's not your fault hunny, but if you see him again when you're out i think you should run to the nearest house and call someone you know or call the police, this man now knows where you live, which is very bad. Is he outside the house now?
:( i dont know ..its all my fault the first time i got in the car i was scared not to get in because i thought he might have made me :( i hate myself so much
This isn't your fault hunny, you didn't know what he was/ wasn't going to do. Now you know you should never get in anyone's car unless you know them, do you think you could call the police if he came back?
Don't hurt yourself, just tell them a taxi keeps pulling up outside your house and staying there for 10-15 minutes, the guy inside keeps staring at your house and your not sure what to do, they might send someone over, i'm not sure. but it's worth a try
You need to contact the police and alert them to his behavior. I've called the non-emergency number on an unmarked white van that circled the neighborhood and kept stopping at random houses before and two police cars came out within five minutes and spoke to him. Haven't seen him since. I didn't have to give them any information about myself.
Here's what you say. "I encountered a taxi driver (and say when you first met him) and since then he has been parking near my house and watching me. He has been making comments to me, and I am getting uncomfortable and do not feel safe going out of my house."Tell them how many times he has done this, how long he is usually there for, etc.
Firstly, it is not your fault sweetie. You didn't know what he was going to do.
Secondly, If he ever stops by you again and asks you for a ride, do not get back in the car. Just say no I don't need one and then call the police and tell them what has been going on. If he stops at your house again, you need to tell the police. Just say exactly what Facet told you to say and they will take care of it.
Whatever it is, you can get through it. I promise.
You're not pathetic, but here's the reality - it will continue if you don't alert the police. You need to tell them. It's either that or live in constant fear of him following you.
Why are you scared of telling the police? You didn't do anything wrong, and he's harassing you.
