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Abortion and better half leaving
Hi . I'm 21 and I'm in love with this guy for almost 3 years now. We keep fooling around never defining anything but that foolishness of ours led to me getting pregnant. I had an abortion and it still haunts me. It has been the most traumatising thing that ever happened to me. The only consolation was that he changed completely. He devoted himself to me. We defined our relationship and he did everything possible to make me happy. We had our whole life planned out ahead of us. We planned to go to a post graduate college abroad, away from everything that reminded us of our past. We decided to live together and everything.
But recently he said that he doesn't think he's in love with me. The pressure of the abortion made him realise his responsibilities and that is the reason he was with me till now. Because he felt that he owes it to me to keep me happy. He cares a lot about me to see me sad but he doesn't love me.
I cannot be with a person who doesn't reciprocate what I feel. At the same time I just can't let him go. Things are already way too hard for me to face. But with him gone it will be completely impossible. WHat should I do now. I can't even ask him to even stay as a friend because that would just make me realise what all i dreamt of and could have had.
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