SI in chemical form

[RMurray]

I've been trying to stop si-ing for a while, and I made good progress. Until I went to a party, and tried LSD. At first it was just every once in a while, to take the edge off. Now it's all the time, and sometimes the drugs don't even help and I still end up cutting. I don't know what to do. I've tried self-rehab, but every time I just drop back into it. If anyone has any advice, please post it.

[Violated-x]

Have you tried voluntary admission into hospital - where you can be monitored?
or cutting all ties with the drugs - getting rid of the contact of any dealer, avoiding situations where you're likely to become tempted, all those sorts of things..? xx

[himmel]

voluntary inpatient care helps, from my experience.

ask your healthcare provider about it. it might be expensive, but it helps to be that detached from the world and only have people trying to help you and teach you proper coping methods.

[pandachan]

Did tripping actually help you pull away from the self-hatred? I'm interested in your thoughts about it.