Katy is going through a hard time right now and is being admitted to hospital in the morning when a bed is available, she's understandably struggling with this and I think she could really use some support during this time.
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Love you so much, sweetheart. <3
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Katy <3
You can do this, try not to worry, you're strong. (Pinky promise!)
*sends hugs and love*
Please text/fb/inbox me if you need at all, even for random chats.
Sorry I'm not at Roeburn tonight, I'd come see you if I could xxx
There will always be a happy ending. If its not happy then its not yet the end.
Hospitals & course related pressure/hell really sucks but try and remember that your health is the most important thing right now and people around you clearly think you need more support. You might gain a lot from it. *hugs*
So proud of you. I know how awful things are right now, to be trying is all that anyone could ever, ever ask right now.
You know where I am, any time at all. <3
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Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
love you katy <3
stay strong and keep fighting,
i know you can do this.
im proud of you that you're still fighting :)
thinking of you <3
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
You can do it, Katy. Things are so so difficult for you right now, an admission is going to give you the chance to keep yourself safe and work through some of these things. Sorry I only just saw this I've been at work today. Is there any reason you don't want to accept the admission right now?
I love you bundles and bundles, I know this is scary but we're here for you the whole way <3
Admission just scares me in general. a) I don't to be locked up somewhere and controlled b) what if the ward they send me to is foul and c) it's fully admitting that actually I am quite unwell, something I really don't want to face.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
You need to be in hospital, sweetheart, and we both know that if you refuse admission now, a section is likely. I know and understand how scared you are, I really do, but I really don't think you're well.
Here for you and love you loads <3
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Katy sweet, I agree that as scary as it is, it is much better if you go in voluntarily thn if you are force to stay there on a section which will be much more scary and lack of control. Remember if you can't do it for you right now, do it for the people who care until you can do it for yourself. Things are scary and intense and you need (and deserve) all the help you can get