Hi guys,
I'm sorry to have to inform you that Jodie has been admitted to a psych hospital, following a few days in general hospital for an overdose. I don't want to pour out her life story on here, but it suffices to say that she's not doing so well at all, and needs lots of reassurance that it's OK for her to get help and be in hospital and stuff.
I don't know what the plan is yet, because the psych people in hospital seemed to think it was OK not to tell her what was going on, but I shall be marching in there first thing to find out what's going on, and shall update you :)
Jodie- I am so sorry you felt you had to take an OD. You are too precious to me to lose you, so please try to accept any help that you get. You are a wonderful person and an amazing friend, you deserve to get better <3
Jenna, I know this situation is ALL the stressful for you so please make sure to take good care of yourself too <3
Love you Jodie.
Hopefully they'll let you Know whats going on and this stay will be helpful. You deserve for life to get easier, you deserve to be better.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Jodie.
I really want to give you a massive hug and scoop you up and look after you and keep all the bad stuff away. If only it worked that way.
Sorry you felt you had to OD, please try and think about the good things in life in the hope that then the bad things will lessen.
I love you lots <3
Jodie, you are an amazing person and I'm so sorry you're in this much pain right now, but we are here to help and support you the whole way through. I hope the hospital is able to give you the help and support you need and deserve.
<3
xxx
Jodie, love, I'm so sorry that things are so bad. Please know how much we love you, now and for always. I know that it's scary, but know that getting help is okay and good and right. You deserve to have your life worth living and I believe with all my heart that you will find it. I know words won't help much right now, but you are so special to me.
Jenna, you are an incredible friend and person. Look after yourself, and know that we're all here if ever you should need someone, even just to talk. I love you so much.
Beautiful Jodietrix,
You have been in my thoughts a lot these past few days and I wish I could do more to help you. If you would like a visit, I would be more than happy to come see you. I'm sorry you felt so desperate that you had to overdose but I'm glad you're now in a place where they can keep you safe.
Try and cooperate with them sweetie, I know things feel so scary and confusing but we are with you every step of the way and you will get through this.
Love you and Jenna, I love you too, please let me know if you need anything.
ALL the healing glitter <3 xx
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
Thank you everyone, I will pass on ALL the kind words :)
I'll be visiting her tonight, and might bring an Emma too, and will update on what's going on. If there's anyone else in London who wants to join the visiting brigade, then do let me know. Determined to make Jodie the most popular patient on the ward :P
I hope she gets better. I have only met her once and she was awesome and still is for a matter of fact! send my love to her. She can have some *puppy cuddles* too.
I've been wondering where Jodie was since I've been back here. I've missed her.
Jodie, it's totally ok to have this support and help.
I'm not the best visitor ever, but if you would like me to drop by, let Jenna know. I'm assuming your not that far away from me so if you needed any bits and bobs brought in for you, let me know and I'll see what I can do. :)
Jodie love I hope they can help you there and make sure you reach out as much as possible. It's ok to ask for help. I'm so sorry you felt you had to OD. I really hope you feel better soon.
Jenna thanks for keeping us updated as well as being sucH a good friend to jodie and as others have said make sure you look after yourself too.
Oh lovely JodMum, I'm so sorry you're struggling and hurting so much. But look at everyone who loves you, you've got so many people who adore you, if you can't fight for yourself right now, try and fight for them, we need you here, we need you alive and kicking! You're absolutely amazing, and you can do this, you can fight this, you're so strong.
Please try and cooperate with the staff and keep fighting, we believe in you, we know you can do this.
Jenna, you're such a wonderful friend. You really are. Do take care of yourself, too. *cuddles for both of you*
Love love for you both, too. *sprinkles fairydust and hope and happiness and strength and all that positive lovely doda*
xxxxx