Advice!

[xXTaintedLynnXx]

I dont even know if this is even in the right forum. But I am a recovered self injurer. Woot woot! But im been have problems lately with fantisising (not sexual). Ive come out of a really dark place in my life and 2 b where im at 2day. Im very proud. But EVERY DAY i fantisise on what it would b like 2 b someone else. I'm 18 and have a 2yr old son. I love him 2 death. But i keep thinking about what it would b like 2 b someone completely else. Not really someone better, just someone else. When im alone i sometime act them out. Like im talking 2 someone. But i still know whats reality and whats not. I just needed some advice on weather this was normal or not. Sometime when i think about something being wrong with my mind, its like it takes me back 2 when i was cutting. And this is a Self harming advice i need.... just.... mental health i guess.

[one_step_closer]

To some extent we all imagine what it would be like to be someone else at some point in our lives. It sounds like you've been through a lot and maybe this is just your way of adjusting to the changes that you have gone through. When you imagine being someone else, what is that person like and what do you feel when you are imagining this? It's great that you have your son but maybe you need to add other things to your life that you enjoy and feel good about.