My So-Called Life

[TouchVanDerBoom]

Things that are happening right now:

- my mum has been diagnosed with endometrial cancer
- I might get the same cancer
- my best friend and ex, whom I'm still sleeping with, is addicted to painkillers
- my dosage of sertraline/zoloft has been doubled and I feel numb
- I have been gaining weight and harming again
- my finances are in the toilet
- I've fallen for a girl who lives 600 miles away but I don't think we'll ever be together

Someone - anyone - tell me it will be okay.

[Heksie]

Any words I have will be very small so I will send you hugs instead and know that I will be thinking of you, sending out the good vibes :) And yes, it will be okay.

[pea soup]

It will be OKAY.

I'm really glad to hear from you again although I'm sorry it's under these circumstances.

You are a talented, special person and good things will happen for you. please believe that. this is a terribly rough patch for you right now and I think the feelings you are having are a normal reaction. Try to focus on one thing at a time so it doesnt all overwhelm you at once. I wish I had more to offer you hunni. Know that I'm here to listen anytime.

much much love.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx