Shit

[carla1983]

Well things have all gone up in the air!! Was doing a gradual step down to a new supported living and a rehab during day now I'm unsure if Im going to any of it! The manger of the unit here is saying no I wont be going to the supported living as I'm to high risk and I'm not ready for being there yet my funding has already been extended from 4wks step down to 12wks due to all the different agencies I need to be set up with at my meeting at the new rehab the manager there said he thought this coming and going each week was making things more difficult for me and he wanted me to leave right then and move to new place I not been asked what I want I been told I'm to high risk after doing something's which was not good also the new place don't know how to support me with my DID and don't yet know me well enought to notice the signs of when im changing then it's to late and I do become dangous
My social worker told me last week she has now wondered if this is the right place for me and is concerned about other places that will take me that is not hosptial I really dont want to be another unit I don't need to be in one but as I have very complex needs it's hard to find a place that will take me with being on a controlled drug eg Ed unit could not take me in past due to drugs then drug rehab would not take me due to Ed self harm and other diagnosis all I want is to move on from here I been here 3yrs 5months so it will be hard to leave but I like my new room at new place and my funders have been holding my room since before Xmas while also paying for my bed here so I'm very lucky I really don't want to cause any trouble I have a solictor involed she been helpful but I don't need her I want to move but scared now as been told by manager here I am not going there and he will do all he can to stop me including talking to my social worker and funders tommrow can they stop paying for my place just by him saying he thinks im to high risk and need extra? Help

[talaiporia]

It sounds like there's a lot of stuff going on at the moment.

What would you like to happen - do you want to stay where you are, or do you want to move? It sounds like the manager at your current place is making things very difficult for you. Are you able to speak to your social worker about what's going to happen?

[carla1983]

I really want to move on and go to the new supported living with the theaphy at a rehab in the day the long days at the rehab 9am till 7pm I think is long enough to keep my busy so Im not anxiuos the manager here spoke to my social worker so unsure what will happen now?