Sat here for past 30 mins with a nurse having a major anxiety attack
The thoughts and voiced hate me for being in here
I hate it here
Why didn't I.die with the overdose why :'(
I hate myself and I'm.so scared to go into a physc ward which is where they want to put me.
Just been pit from medium to severe risk meaning I can't even go.in the bathroom without a nurse.
Dad and his girlfriend called me stupid for overdpsing.
If you don't mind me asking, what happened to cause you to overdose? I know that all of this is scary since you don't want to be in the hospital, but I really do think you should look at this as a positive rather then a negative because now you can get the help you truly need so that you can start feeling better.
Sounds rough :( I hope things get better soon, just try to take the days, even minutes if necessary as they come and focus away from the voices and what they are saying x
Sending my love :)
How are you doing now?
When I overdosed, I had a nurse with me at all times, I couldn't even pee without them checking on me.
Just tell the nurse/doctor, whomever you feel more comfortable with, what you are feeling and what the voices say.
I'm doing even shitter now. This isn't real nothing is. Thre voices confirm it. They want me to die therefore I want to say I'm feeling better go home and die. This cant be real. It's to scary.
I told them. Had a another assesment today I'm unsafe but to vunerable to go into physc ward another one Wednesday or tomorrow then its decided physc ward anyway or home visits twice a day
