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Old 15-03-2012, 04:59 AM   #1
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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Just wanna smash everything up.

And slice up to fuck.

I don't even care anymore.

They don't give a shit, there more harm than help.

So why should I care.

I don't care.

Might be getting evicted but don't give a shit.

Fucking kick me out I dare you too.




'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥


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Old 15-03-2012, 06:45 AM   #2
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Well there goes all my bottles smashed against the wall.

Oh well.

IDGAF.

I just want to curl up and disappear.



'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
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Old 15-03-2012, 11:28 AM   #3
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can I curl up next to you and we can hate the world together? <3



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Old 15-03-2012, 11:47 AM   #4
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Old 15-03-2012, 03:25 PM   #5
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*curls up with redhorse*

MH Team is beyond useless.
Might be getting evicted.
Neighbours giving me shit.
Police and a&e treating me like shit.
Not sleeping.
Falling back into anorexia.
Drinking.
Taking pills.
Cutting.
I got 50 new blades today.
Already cut.
Blah.

I want to disappear.


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Old 16-03-2012, 03:44 AM   #6
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Cut again.
Feeling so hopeless.



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Old 17-03-2012, 09:42 AM   #7
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The Vampires want me to bleed sooo fucking much.
They need my blood.
I have to make then stronger.



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Old 17-03-2012, 08:21 PM   #8
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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Just wanna smash everything up.

And slice up to fuck.

I don't even care anymore.

They don't give a shit, there more harm than help.

So why should I care.

I don't care.

Might be getting evicted but don't give a shit.

Fucking kick me out I dare you too.


I care hunny bunny, you gots me :) love you

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Old 17-03-2012, 09:33 PM   #9
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You sound like you are having such a hard time. Im so sad for you that your feeling this way. Tons of hugs, take care i wish i could make your hopelessness go away. Find something that would be really lod and noisy to break and smash it to pieces so you can direct negative energy away from yourself........... dont know if this will work but at least it might be fun




Do your demons, do they ever let you go?
When you've tried do they hide deep inside
is it someone that you know You're just a picture
you're an image caught in time
We're a lie, you and I we're words without a rhyme
There's no sign of the morning coming
you've been left on your own
Like a rainbow in the dark just a rainbow in the dark
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Old 17-03-2012, 09:33 PM   #10
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*hugs* Sounds like you've got a lot going on :/ Is there anyone who could help you out a bit? Somewhere you could go if you get evicted? Hope you're doing ok. Welcome to PM if you need<3



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Old 18-03-2012, 05:27 PM   #11
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Thanks guys, they're not gonna evict me yet but I don't care, don't wanna live here anymore neighbours just give me shit, they don't understand. My mates help (: they understand. I'd smash something up but it's likely to end up being something I can cut really deep with so I'm trying not too.

I need to be so small that nothing could possibly hurt me.



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Old 18-03-2012, 11:19 PM   #12
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Don't you hate it when people aren't even willing to try and understand.

Apparently...
ITS VERY EASY TO KEEP YOURSELF HAPPY IF YOU TRY.

WELL I AM FUCKING TRYING YOU MORON, I'VE BEEN FIGHTING FOR A LONG FUCKING TIME.




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Old 19-03-2012, 12:01 AM   #13
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*offers hugs*

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Old 19-03-2012, 12:08 AM   #14
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Thanks scrabble.

*hugs back*



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Old 21-03-2012, 03:13 AM   #15
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I wanna take the lorazepam.
That'd screw up day one of my drug treatment.
But arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I hate feeling like this.



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