....stressed beyond breaking

[Veggie]

So back story... In the last 3 months me and my husbands car has broken down twice, we went through all of our savings and just moved into a cheaper appt. We have to pay for our old apply and the one we just moved into. Have no money to pay for the old one and I'm getting so far behind in my classes I don't know if I'll pass my second semester.

the result is that I almost cut. Its been almost 3 years (in April). Idk what stopped me. I had it in my hand and I just couldn't. I wanted to so bad.... I just am so stressed and have no outlet..

[lilmissjay]

I'm sorry to hear that things have been so stressful for you lately. I wish I had more to say, but all I can really think of for you to do is to keep talking to people when things start to become too much and to try and find different things that you can do or even take time for yourself and relax every once in awhile. Also, congratulations on almost being 3 years free and for stopping yourself from cutting! I do hope things start to look up for you soon. Take care and stay safe :)

[88girl]

Good on you for not cutting. That took a lot of strength. Savings can be restarted and extensions can be sorted. Just take time to relax and rethink the situation.

[Veggie]

Thank you. sometimes i think i need to just have someone shake me and tell me to stop freaking out..