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Long time no see!
Hey !
How are yall? Well I'm good, its been forever since I've been on here! For the people who know me I guess I'll catch up.
So I've seen a psychologist (FINALLY!), started prozac.. It didn't work well for me and I was always tired and was still just as depressed, so I recently got switched to wellbutrin. Things are okay, physical issues, but nothing too serious.
My sister has been a bitch. I'm actually leaving on a bus early tomorrow morning to go 8 hours away from her since her bipolar has spiraled out of control and I am in a vulnerable state right now. She's abusive to everyone around her and has kept herself and her 3 kids locked upstairs for 2 days now because me and her got in a fight because she treated my mom like crap and I put her in her place. I wasn't gonna see my mom upset anymore. So I told her off.
I got in a fight with my dad, cussed him out, made him cry... I was sick of the verbal and emotional abuse and I told him to have nothing to do with me until he recieved help. I told him I was the last person he had left in his life because he went un medicated for so long that his bipolar caused everyone in his life (even my mom and siblings and all his friends and family) to leave him. I was the last one holding on to hope, hoping that he'd change. But I said I was done, and I haven't spoken to him in about a month. He said he made an appointment to see someone but we will see how that goes, as long as he doesn't lie to them I'll be happy.
On the good side, I'm doing a bit better in school. I was failing 4 out of 7 classes. I went to all A's and B's for a while, now I'm failing 2 classes. So I'm doing a bit better. Gonna go get that stuff sorted out next monday when we go back to school.
And I bought a horse, his name is Roany (will post pics soon). I bought him about a... month ago? A little over. I actually rode him for the first time today! I might be selling him though, he's a bit too big and a bit too crazy for me haha. But he is okay.
Oh I broke my nose. Lol I was tickling my brother from behind and his head flung back and hit my nose. So now it is all disfigured and weird looking, oh well.
Hmmm. I was in two relationships. Ended up being used both times and rumors going around school around me now (from the most recent guy), that I had sex with him (which I never had) and then he "got rid of me" and now I "stalk him". Lol. Oh well. I have my friends.
I don't know what to talk about. I guess in some ways I'm better. In some ways I'm worse. All in all, I'm better. I'm glad to be back though! With what is going on with my sister, I need a place to come and get away and talk about it. Im excited that my oldest sister is letting me stay in Florida with her for a few days though! :)
Whats new with you all?
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