Hi, my names alissa, im almost 14 and I suffered with depression for a while and im finally getting out of it!! Its hard though, iv drank, smoked gone bulimic and cut. The cutting thing is my only problem now. I dont do it for attention, people may say that but its not true. i do it because its relief from my life and stress and anxiety. I have trust issues, People say that i can open up and after i do they shut me out. I was raped a couple months ago, still trying to get over that. I found god 2 weeks ago at a purity retreat i wen to with my friend. Its changed me for the most part. I cut today for the first tiem in 40 days. (stress). I dont eat unless im about to faint. I hate eating im a little overwieght and every time i eat it makes me feel bad about myself , so i dont. I get dehydrated a lot. I just forget to eat and drink for the most part. i found out about this site through wittyprofiles. You guys are doing something great and with the butterfly project i might be able to stop everything.
