my psych said to stay n 100mg.. so i have done.. keeping me in a regular sleep pattern which is good... just really been struggling with getting out- can't get myself out on my own... even if i need to get some air when i am angry- i try to go out and just burst into tears as i'm too scared... it's stupid!
been feeling low but just been sleeping it off and yer..
planning my wedding which is in 3 months!
got my first scan n the 13th march..
oh and we are moving to our rented house at the beginning of march....
it's all happening!
and i just feel low and anxious so i just sleep =/
i am not going to express how i feel to my midwife as i don't like her and i think she'll just make things bloody difficult... she already seemed rather spooked by my diagnosis on bpd and saw i have a history of sh, anxiety, social anxiety, depression and my history of od-ing... i am having to see a psychiatrist at the hospital i plan to give birth at...desite i have my psychiatrist around where i live who i see every 3 months AND my cpn AND my gp who likes to see me every few weeks...
