Originally Posted by
Atomicx_xRocket
lol I feel so alone. *sits in corner alone* I am just one of those people who prefer to live in fantasy rather than reality and since I have never been in love I just imagine what it will be like.
I'm taking this from a Christian angle because my life is my faith and so that is why I'm asking this question to all yous, I want to get different, secular and religious (for lack of a better word) opinions. This is what I wrote in my latest blog post, about soul mates:
Soul mate, do we all have one? I think that God knows, I don't believe that there is someone out there for everyone. It is clear that God calls some people to live a life celibate for him. For example, one of my tutors at university is single. He lives a life completely for God, one that I'm sure would have been different if he was married. Sometimes we have to be single to walk the path set out for us and do the work God calls us to do.
My last relationship has so many great things that came out of it but I do believe that it blinded both of us from what God had planned for us. I believe that we were too wrapped up in not being alone and trying to make our relationship work that, I certainly, took my eyes off God and lost my way. Once I got back on the path again I realised that us being together was not the best thing for anyone. We broke up and it was hard, it still is.
I struggle with being single, I have very low self-esteem and I just want someone to love me. I know God does but I long to have someone to hold me and kiss me on the forehead and hold my hand. I long for this, I long for my soul mate... if I have one.
I struggle with physical touch with guys, I think this will be one thing that will help me know if I meet the right guy... I will feel at ease with him and not jump when he goes to hold my hand or hug me.
So then, soul mates. I don't believe we all have one, I would like to think we do but it is clear that God calls some to be single for life. He calls us to all be single for parts of our lives, I believe this is so we can grow and become closer to him.
My prayer tonight, then, is that I will find my worth in God, trust more in him and follow where he leads. Do I have a soul mate, I don't know but what I do know is I have God. Even when I don't feel him he is there, when I don't hear him he is there, when I don't want him he is there. He is always there, no matter where I am.
