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Personal Piece- Contains upsetting material - inside myself
Days are always easier, even when i walk alone, i can go and be safe. Days are so foggy,
yet still beautiful, though always stormy. Thats what i see when i wake up and look outside through the window,
thats how i always see it now. In my head, i see myself, Miss Pathetic and broken,
i greet her inside myself. I hold her and i tell her things will be ok, i tell her that your amazing
and all we need is you, and she knows, she nods, yet can't stop crying and hurting. She looks around in every direction,
and will continue to do so, till it stops hurting. A younger her, she dreams of, in the sunshine with you, without a care.
On the bridge she watches herself and you messing around and everything you said she feels deeply.
She watches her life flash before her eyes sometimes,
every happy moment, fights the bad ones but the battles still going on now, just with me this time.
Sometimes im brave and i comfort her inside myself, but im not
very brave anymore, but am still fighting to be, i wanna help her but i'm losing it all right now,
i can't reach her hand, and she's so frightened. When the night sets in shes petrified,
i can't reach her and she's more lost than ever, the falls deeper and deeper inside me, and i'm so afraid i won't be able to help her anymore.
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