breaking point

[E666]

So i actually believe I've reached breaking point I've done all the distractions i can do he loves my pain revels in my breakdowns the tears have run dry my nails can't go any shorter there bleeding now... my blood feels sharp almost to the point of physical pain the thing on my bone he mentions daily is making my arm feel numb i have to i need to remove it asafp dunno when wait until i have the house to myself... so much he tells me killing everyone shhhh I've stopped my pills he said they are poisend i believe it to be true others... could be echos

[ironholly]

Have you tryed rining a crisis team ?
:hug:
Remoing things might make you worse so try not to do that. And the pills wont be poisend you need to try and really think are these thoughts really rational

[Rilic]

The ones that say the bad things are liars. He's a liar.