I haven't been home for even a week and I'm extremely close to being pushed over the edge. First my mom nearly cuts her finger off when I'm not home and today my grandpa is going inpatient through the ER. He's addicted to Vicodin because an idiot dr gave it to him and keeps refilling it.
. I've been missing cutting more and more and lately
I see my psychiatrist o the 30th and I just hope I can't deal til then. There is NO way I'm going to talk to my mom about this right now. She's under sooo much stress and isn't feeling well right now. My brothers are coming home and the one annoys the hell out of me....He's constantly whistling or humming and I have extremely sensitive ears and it's hurts when he does but he won't stop even if I ask...I haven't seen my other brother since August... My dad is away till Thursday and I just can't take much more.