no sleep and not ok

[zivalover16]

So I'm an idiot and waited till the last minute to do a paper. I am almost done and it's due tomorrow. The problem is, it's current 4:30 am and I'm not tired or done.....However, I feel like crying even though I don't cry and I'm getting urges and thinking just how easy it'd be to ruin 1 year. Part of me doesn't want to so I''m going to try not to but I know I won't catch up on sleep anytime soon. I am have a nasty sinus infection and just started antibiotics tonight... I don't know what I'm looking for but just needed to vent and virtually scream because I can't actually scream right now

[dollpart]

*Hug*

Vent anytime it helps. Everyone does that procrastination thing... I know it doesn't help when you're the one in the situation but I can't even count the number of times I've ended up crying over a half-done essay 2 hours before the deadline. Feeling ill doesn't help, either. I hope you keep your 1 year intact.

[roiben]

Being over-tired is bound to be part of what is making you have urges and feel teary. Are you able to get some rest once the essay/paper is done? It sounds like you need the rest to help you fight the sinus infection you have.

Do try to take care of yourself, and maybe plan the next assignment more in advance to try to prevent last minute all-nighters.

Be gentle with yourself.

Roiben x

[zivalover16]

I've been doing pretty well with my time management lately but this paper just got away from me. I was able to get about an hour and half of sleep and it helped a bit.... I ended up crying around 6 am and got sick around 7 30. I think a mix of the sinus infection and no sleep has caused me to get sick (different sick from sinus infection) Today happens to be a busy day so I have to try to get through it

[zivalover16]

We received an update email from our boss (I work at IT for my school) In it is lets us know that there has been a report of one student sleeping on the job and if anyone is caught they will be fired. I understand why but I know they are taking about me..... A couple of times (like twice) I was so exaughsted that I could hardly keep my eyes open and I'd do the whole head bob thing but I'd only actually close my eyes for no more than a minute.... I never have fallen asleep on the job and it's always dead in the morings... Part of it is the person I work with in the mornings is a snitch. She wouldn't let my friend do her job then turned around and told our bosses she didn't do anything..... I wanna cut sooo bad right now :(