Hi everyone,
i know you guys don't know me well really, but I need some help and support, my head is driving me up the wall. over the last year I had a dead boring job, didn't learn much and felt like I wasn't getting anywhere, money was poor too.
I found another job that looked really promising, opportunities for growth, great income etc. But they lied to me from the get go, and after training was over (four days) i got taken for one hell of a ride. I also got sick - asma, better now.
I am disappointed and feel like a failure, like its my fault and i shouldve known better. now i'm back at square one looking for work, coz i don't wana go back to old job and get stuck nowhere again.
every time i have to look for new job, i get a little panicked, coz I've never really known exactly what I would like to be. I have had like analysis done and that type of thing, but nothing that interests me or excites me is ever available jobwise. either pay is ridiculously poor or there just aren't any opportunities. I just know i need creative/varied work, opportunity to grow, decent pay to cover my living and hubby, and work with people. I have now been online for the last two hours looking for work and i've got some varied stuff to apply for, but I just feel so hopeless. I so desperately just want to find my niche and make a success of something and feel like I am getting somewhere.
i am not sure what i want from this post. sorry for ramble. i just feel like i am utterly clueless and lost. i don't know where I am supposed to fit.
